Women of Jannah

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I'd seen the fire of naar, and the majority of the people were women
-Bukhari Hadith

Do you want to see jannah? yes, I do, I pray for it.
I've just lost my best friend, I wish she will go there, jannah. I remember the last time I talked to her, in a very private moment, I never thought that she would leave me forever. I used to call her 'Bunda', because she's like another mum for me.Bunda taught me how to take care of myself when I had a study in the city.

If a woman prays five times a day, has a full month of fasting, and obeys her husband, she will be able to enter any door of jannah she wants
-Ath Thabrani Hadith

A very good model for me, bunda is a good moslem, kind hearted person, loving friend, happy wife and an awesome mother for her only daughter. I do really hope that she will go there, jannah. Being a woman may be hard, but as long as we live, we can learn how to be eligible entering the jannah. My bunda was 25 when she passed away, how about me? you? 

*dedicated to my best friend, Ailia Alfianti (alm.), with love

Flowery Cardigan

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I love flowery things *kiss*

Outfit : Tara

Gangsta Face

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To command like a boss

Crossing legs as well

Grinning from ear to ear

One leg to kick. It’s impolite

Crossing legs to him, what a view

Heroic pose, with woman bag ;)

Thanks to my man, Frenky Kristiano

I’m the gangsta, you’re the police *still grinning*

Location: Bentar beach, Probolinggo-East Java

Trees

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It’s been 2 months living in this town.
Hw’s my life so far? Feelin like a tree. It reminds me to a quote written on my undergraduate thesis attachment,

Just pretend you are a big tree. They come from a small seed, but with sun and hope, they really grow –Flix (A Bug’s Life)

To live here was not my dream, really. What I expected was to live with my mum and dad in hometown. Ya, that simple. But God took the decision, He gave me a gift.

I was only a small seed, very small seed. That moment, I had no hope, and didn’t able to see the sun. You knw, the condition was very confusing. I had to do something that I actually NEVER WANT to do. But God knows the best, He wants me to learn. I need to review myself, what I should do, and how to measure my own ability. He wants me to be independent as well, He wants me to survive in the worst condition.

I was a seed, a very small seed. But now, I have hopes, and to see the sun is something I have to do everytime I feel down. I have to be thankful for this. I’m not a fast learner, really. I’m a seed that needs more time to grow, and I’ve already grown up, one centimeter :b

By the way, composing the undergraduate thesis was not easy. I needed longer time compared to my friends, but I got through that moment by learning. I knew nothing about how to write an academic writing well, but then I learned. I wish I can do the same for everything I face this moment. I just need to do it again, “fighting”.